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WiNz

Thursday, September 27, 2007

10 days

Never know 10 days can be that long. It really was.

I didn't have time to visit here with some reasons of course. Mainly, it was down to the usual assignment-hell (think result is out), peer pressure, and the pure sien-ness. The last day before mid-sem break was better. The feeling of being surrounded by friends is kindda nice and heartwarming.

The sights of seeing everyone, although all rushing their own assignments but still smiling at each other, gave me a sense of Utopia. The last time this peace-rush attack was in a particular November 2005’s night. It was a different story back then.

Back to last week. As mentioned, the good feeling last only awhile. I couldn’t really remember what happened last week. It seems to me like it’s been a year. Yet, the nice feeling of being with them is still as fresh as, an apple?

Forget about the Sunday incident. However, I really have great fun that day till night. Great fun.

Monday, 3 days ago. The original plan was to meet up with an old friend who wanted me to meet up with the old clubbing gang. And as expected, the plan called off. Devastated (I really wanted to meet them but…), I called up Grace, a friend I last met 4 years back (Grace, minus this year’s McD ok?).

And it was the same train again. The same station brought back memories. It continued to haunt me again. Taman Bahagia, uncountable memories.

With the Ipoh dudes, with the ex, with Kenny and gang after Mun’s competition, with Mel, with Issac, and etc. One by one, they haunted me when I was waiting for the LRT to arrive. I thought

I saw all of them in the platform, but then again, I was wrong. Can anyone tell me, “Can we relive back our memories?” I doubt.

However, after all the trouble (From TB -> MJ, and transfer to STAR LRT, MJ -> Bukit Jalil, I reached my destination.

The sight of IMU brought back even more memories.

But well, still I met up with her, after 4 years.

To be continue…

posted at [1:40 PM]

test

test test

posted at [1:38 PM]

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Monday, September 17, 2007

acting

the more you want to emulate someone, the higher the chances of you being totally different from that person is high.

although it is not a secret that i'm modelling myself to become vincent valentine of final fantasy vii, but i found out that im just the totally opposite of vincent, im more towards yuffie!!

does anyone agree with this finding? (credits to Quizilla). Let me know about it.



What Final Fantasy VII character are you?


You are VINCENT. Remember to clean the cobwebs off your coffin once in a while- first impressions are lasting!

posted at [11:23 PM]

I'm not emo, i'm just angsty

One of the birthday wish i made that day at hostel room D1 301 is

After 10-ish, stop being emo. Instead, being angsty is perfectly fine.

To all my friends out there that feel that I'm an emo guy or King Emo or any, well people. I'm not (or maybe no longer). I think having a new look and being a bit quieter don't makes me think more and can be more introspective rather than, obviously for me, wasting time being emo.

Maybe I wasn't emo at all since beginning, I'm just angsty. Thanks Pinku for the word.

The angsty beginning!

posted at [12:57 AM]

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

The birth of Malaysia

Well, look's who birthday it is today:

  1. Malaysia (16th September 1963)
  2. Lee Kwan Yew (16th September 1923)
  3. David Copperfield (16th September 1956)

And for your information, Malaysia Day is NOT Merdeka Day... read your history text book form 3 please... LOL

1963 - Malaysia is formed from Malaya, Singapore, British North Borneo (Sabah) and Sarawak. (source: Text book)

posted at [12:24 AM]

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

My last "one-ish" day

According to Stef, today will be my last “one-ish” day. Meaning? 最后一天以”一”字开头的年龄. For today I’m (19) and 1 hour later I shall be “two-ish” (20) already. Is that a good feeling? I got no idea at all, seriously.

But all is alright… recapping how I actually spend my last “one-ish” day.

It is a usual Friday mamak outing yesterday night, and I no need to explain why I ended up watching Youtube till 3am (waiting for the caffine effect to wear out ma…). But, my sleep is disturbed the entire night by my own iTunes. My Jay Chou’s song, 东风破, was repeating itself throughout the entire night! Argh geram!! But still, I was too lazy to switch it off, so yeah, I pratically didn’t sleep well.

After getting some pocket money from mom, I headed towards Low Yat Plaza again! LOL… I just went there last week with Jac! But chill. I went there with a reason. Today is supposed to be my birthday eve before turning 20, so I decided to invite someone I lost contact with long ago to part with this special day with me, symbolically saying that we wanted to put our past behind and step into 20 years old confidently. It is Stef, a girl that I last saw at Low Yat Plaza last week (lol… by coincidence). Before that, the last time was all the way 2 years back, in our trip to Melaka… time flies like nobody’s business…

Anyway, after met up with Stef at Low Yat, we headed straight for Pod Station, the authorize Apple seller. Of course, my only intention of going there is to get my supposedly dream present for myself:












[Griffin brand iPod FM transmitter]


Or








[iLuv brand iPod FM transmitter].

After futile bargining with them, I finally gave in with the final price RM 200, and everyone was happy with it. Until…

“Boss, try it, maybe cant function”.

“ok no problem”.

The next fifeteen minutes, the only thing me and Stef saw was these monkeys in the stores running up and down and trying their best to prove to be the transmitter work. Guess what? The radio was right in front of their iPod and the antenna pointing straight at their transmitter. And guess what’s the result? Their choice of song, Akon’s Lonely.

“Lo… sheehehehe.. I’m M… hshshshsehsh.. I have nobo diedehkalmaio…”

And

“Steven, that radio spoiled one lar!”


After that, with another radio,


“Lonely.. I’m Mr Lo shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ohhhh I’m lonely”


“hehehehe… actually can function well one, can one. I tried it on my Kancil and Myvi and it is functionable… no worry no worry…”


Our response:


“Hey Stef let’s go Midvalley” “Ok!” “Bye podstation”


Steven's brain:

"My commisions........ you bloody @)#(@)!!"


Hehehe… thank God for that! My RM 200!!



---------------- [Midvalley] ------------------











Of course, the next idea was to go to other iPod accessory shop to buy, right?

This time, it is the Apple shop next to the PC world.

“Boss, iPod FM transmitter please” “can try?”

Well, disappointed but unsurprisingly, the quality of this one is as sucky as the previous one we saw… BUT at least this shop treated us nicely by telling us that it is not really worth it to buy a transmitter nowadays. When it comes to a traffic jam, you will get to hear any type of music on the cars around you. Apparently, FM transmitter is so popular in the market the chances of all Frequencies are taken is very high!

So, yeah. My birthday present? Cancelled. T.T

Me and Stefs hang out like the good ol days after that, and yeah… we talked about so many stuffs and we laughed about it all the way… and of course, we take our first photograph in 2 years time…











Tada… my eyes were closing. Remember that I didn’t really sleep well the night before??

Well, after returning home and nap, the last thing I did for my “ten-ish” life is… sadly…

HRM assignment….

:P
Ian out!

posted at [10:27 PM]

2am in the morning

September 14 is a very meaningful and eventful day for quite a number of my acquaintances. It is either their birthday or their farewell dinner. Most of them spent their special days in tears of joy (congrats JC, chunh) while some are less fortunate though. Well, GTHL, I can’t understand how u feel totally but you have my sympathy.

Anyway, that hectic day ended 2 hours ago and reflecting back, while everyone was busy partying/dinner-ing, I’m on the other hand were rushing my assignment (which, technically, can possible be done by early this week) and currently panicking about the next one, which due on the same day.

Again, when it comes to midnight and seeing everyone sleeping soundly around me (cousin CJ is now), I take time off pondering about some stuffs that disturbed my brain currently.

I found out that my life now is surrounded by assignments, assignments and assignments. It is so boring and so frustrating. When you do the “Word-count” tool in Microsoft Word and found out that you met the word limit, you simply can’t just feel relief at all. This is because, another assignment is waiting for you and when you do the world-count; it states there, “0”. I don’t really understand the point of writing 2k to 4k words assignments when the only thing I can write is craps.

I always tell myself that I need to write that assignment, so that I can meet the assignment hurdle (Monash hurdle: you need to pass assignments [usually it means 15/30] to pass the course), and to graduate soon, and start working (eventhough everyone says that study life is still the best time in your life, they always tell me to “wait till you meet the world”).

editor's note: only God, family and my beloved friends are the only important part of my life now. Nothing else matters..


SO, I wanted to conclude my blog post for today by quoting from, for me the most emo book in the bible, book of

Ecclesiastes chapter 1.


Ecclesiastes 1 (King James Version)
King James Version (KJV)


Ecclesiastes 1
1The words of the Preacher, the son of David, king in Jerusalem.

2Vanity of vanities, saith the Preacher, vanity of vanities; all is vanity.

3What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun?

4One generation passeth away, and another generation cometh: but the earth abideth for ever.

5The sun also ariseth, and the sun goeth down, and hasteth to his place where he arose.

6The wind goeth toward the south, and turneth about unto the north; it whirleth about continually, and the wind returneth again according to his circuits.

7All the rivers run into the sea; yet the sea is not full; unto the place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again.

8All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.

9The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.

10Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us.

11There is no remembrance of former things; neither shall there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after.

12I the Preacher was king over Israel in Jerusalem.

13And I gave my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all things that are done under heaven: this sore travail hath God given to the sons of man to be exercised therewith.

14I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit.

15That which is crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered.

16I communed with mine own heart, saying, Lo, I am come to great estate, and have gotten more wisdom than all they that have been before me in Jerusalem: yea, my heart had great experience of wisdom and knowledge.

17And I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit.

18For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.

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Friday, September 14, 2007

Birthdays

dedicate to 2 friends, today is your big day. ya both 19 each. enjoy.

Grace Tay
Su Fen

and to another friend, bro you are now 20!

Qirui

posted at [9:19 AM]

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

Bolt from the blue

Drifting in happiness, I am currently.

Life comes with ups and downs, and it really hurts recently on everything happened. The house is in pure gloomy state now and everyone in the house, one by one, has fallen into a mental sickness. No less help by my accident which causes so many unwanted havocs, on and off the house. Although having a car accident is considered as either “sooner or later”, it couldn’t come at the worse timing. The entire house is a bit messy now and it only makes sense not to interfere more. The only thing that is making any sense to me now is to stay at home quietly and complete my assignment a.s.a.p.

That is the big part of sadness that supposedly glooming around my side of the story. Jane Rubietta, author, speaker and co-writer of Fabulous after 50, wrote in her book that “Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible.” I firmly believe that the anger and grief I currently suffer now is natural and appropriate. Thanks Jane.

Healing is mandatory. I won’t want to be in anger and grief 24/7, but I can’t seem to find a way to heal myself and “them”. Recently I have been in a state of shock and emotionless due to the accident and “those” issues.

But then, finally, healing process starts today. It is godsend to me. I would never know such small incident will touch me as much as the accident scares me.

Allow me to tell you how.

The recipe is simple:

A cupcake with 3 alphabet “i-a-n” in the table of Hostel D1 room 301, with the most important ingredient of the recipe is the friends that surround the cake... The cupcakes are nicely lit and they were all brightly lit in a dark room, with beloved friends started to sing the four words you get to hear only once in a year. “Happy Birthday to You”. The day belonged to you, and the candles symbolize your coming of age. Although it is still 3 days earlier, but the healing part begins. The entire feeling is so symbolic it touches my heart like never before. Who would even dream of having surprise cupcakes just for you, in time where the house is nothing but dimness?

The cupcakes and the friends are my best presents (the Vincent action figure is an icing on a perfect cake). In the darkest hour, they unwittingly lit up my week, symbolically.

It is simple to heal yourself. Be yourself and let your surrounding light you up. Surprises pop-up and that what makes life more fun and in the same time miserable, right? :)

Restoration is the last process, and yes, people. It is possible. I’ll try my best with God’s help.

Utmost thanks, love and appreciation goes to beloved friends that have A&W with me just now. Will update all your faces later:

1. Jaclyn the head of WTO and the queen of all of us. A super lovely and loving girl, I must say.
2. Ashley the pinku-ness of all pinkus
3. Jill the innocent princess that everyone loves
4. WK the lucky dude that get the innocent princess
5. Sam the baby-face assassin in our beloved game
6. Bryan the ever funny looking dude that is well respected, no less easy to manipulate
7. Ingrid the girl that really makes me smile and have a deep-laugh inside my heart
8. Yvonne, for constantly listening to my craps!

It gives me a moment to ponder what this quotes really mean:

“The best things in life aren't things” – Art Buchwald
“A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world” - Leo Buscaglia
“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind” – Dr Suess

posted at [4:00 PM]

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

did badly on midterm

yeah, sucks. now i need to score 50 out of 100, which in a way give myself shit. it reminds me of my Business Law final. busi law need 28/70 to pass while forex dont have any requirement. however, my Law is doomed to fail since i got only 12 marks out of 70 for assignment, and therefore i need to get at least 38/70 to secure a pass. my tutor even call me to be prepare to retake Law, saying it seriously will take a miricle for me to pass it.

i ended up getting a near credit. nothing is impossible indeed, but i just dont want to imagine and rethink back how i study for law last year. i believe kenny understand how i feel. we all breakdown in finals, and the week before it is pure hell.

well, now. i got a feeling im revisiting the same nightmare, again.

the nightmare's begin, now.

posted at [2:23 PM]

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

when shit happens, truth reveals

quote from cousin A: "my hand tremble just now when i recieved the news [my accident] just now from Aunt"

when shit happens in your life, don't take it too seriously and personally. look around, and i will see that who cares for me, and who aren't.

those that care, you know who you are, thanks. my life coulndt be better without you all, although you might be annoying and frustrating sometimes. but hey! you appear at the most unexpected time, for me.

when i feel that im alone, im not. never will. even the most "insignificant" in others eye is a gem for me.

thank you, again.

posted at [11:39 PM]

以父之名 - 周杰伦

微凉的晨露沾湿黑礼服石板路有雾父在低诉
无奈的觉悟只能更残酷一切都为了通往圣堂的路
吹不散的雾隐没了意图谁轻柔踱步停住
还来不及哭穿过的子弹就带走温度

我们每个人都有罪犯著不同的罪
我能决定谁对谁又该要沈睡
争论不能解决在永无止境的夜
关掉你的嘴唯一的恩惠
挡在前面的人都有罪后悔也无路可退
以父之名判决那感觉没有适合字汇
就像边笑边掉泪凝视著完全的黑
阻挡悲剧蔓延的悲剧会让我沈醉

低头亲吻我的左手换取被宽恕的承诺
老旧管风琴在角落一直一直一直伴奏
黑色帘幕被风吹动阳光无言的穿透
洒向那群被我驯服后的兽
沈默的喊叫沈默的喊叫孤单开始发酵
不停对著我嘲笑回忆逐渐延烧
曾经纯真的画面残忍的温柔出现脆弱时间到我们一起来祷告?

仁慈的父我已坠入看不见罪的国度请原谅我的自负
没人能说没人可说好难承受荣耀的背后刻著一道孤独

闭上双眼我又看见当年那梦的画面天空是蒙蒙的雾
父亲牵著我的双手轻轻走过清晨那安安静静的石板路

仁慈的父我已坠入看不见罪的国度
请原谅我我的自负刻著一道孤独

那斑驳的家徽我擦拭了一夜孤独的光辉我才懂的感觉
烛光不不停的摇晃猫头鹰在窗棂上对著远方眺望
通向大厅的长廊一样说不出的沧桑
没有喧嚣只有宁静围绕我慢慢睡著天刚刚破晓

posted at [4:20 PM]

right? wrong? left? up?

whats right? whats wrong?

there's no right answer. when your car spin out of control, you've got only 1/10 second to decide what are you going to do next. for me, my next thought is to spin my entire sterring, to the...

right. suicidal? agreed.

its alright. all of them say. i got McD and a cup of warm milo. i guess its alright. i lost my thoughts for one second, and my brain stop function for few seconds. minutes later, i found out that i almost:

1. killed myself
2. killed a pakcik driving a kancil
3. killed both of us together.

everything is settled and on the way back, the tire is still rub and scratch by the entire bumper. for once, you wonder, are you able to go back, safely?

yes? no?

right? left?

up? down?

nothing is right.

nothing is wrong.

it is the millisecond you take making that 1 decisive choice that count.

be smart, next time.

Pinku Desu!!! =^o^= *jumps around and spreads rainbow sprinkles onto the morbid domain of ian's blog* Dame dame!!! ianchan must be happy today!!! coz its pinku day!!! see! we all semangat pinku with our hello-kitty support colour shirts! yatta!!! Nyan nyan! sou desune... kyowa atashitachi wa choooooo kawaii!!! Kawaii hawaii... kyaha! minna daisuki dayo!!! meccha meccha suki! So ian, we should be happy together in a land where bunnies and cotton candy are in their abundance! fuufuufuu...



and you know... since its such a wonderful day for us the celebrate the joys of life, i shall make it even more kawaii!!! i made kawaii avatars! kyaha! yesh yesh yesh!!!! for this pinku day, we must have the lovable pinku spirit... we should actually join hands sinng and go hug some trees! XD lets put flowers in our hair *makes sure its not poison ivy* if not right, we itchy itchy scratchy everywhere... dun want that to happen hor? yeahlor, if not, it will get in our way of spreading peace to the world!



peace out with pinku power! Yay!!!


p/s. my appology to: kuku, ku zhang, dad, mom, ah ma and pak cik for all the trouble. to hell, federal highway!!!!!!!

posted at [12:15 PM]

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Monday, September 10, 2007

As we go on

We'll remember, all the time we *wait a minute... wrong song? nono wait, correct*

check this chat out.

Leeeeeeliaaaan's gobbledygook says:
hmmm k

Leeeeeeliaaaan's gobbledygook says:
maybe will be in same hall on the 12th

Ian Valentine's mumbo jumbo says:
hope so

Ian Valentine's mumbo jumbo says:
my last time seeing u

Ian Valentine's mumbo jumbo says:
:'(

Leeeeeeliaaaan's gobbledygook says:
haiyooo.. dun say that.. now technology very good. can see thru webcam .. haha

Ian Valentine's mumbo jumbo says:
still

Leeeeeeliaaaan's gobbledygook says:
if u reli stay near wl .. then next time i go see wl then i can come see u too marrr

Ian Valentine's mumbo jumbo says:
:D

Ian Valentine's mumbo jumbo says:
never thought of that

Leeeeeeliaaaan's gobbledygook says:
:)

Sigh, I appreciate my friends alot, and they have no idea how much they mean to me in my certain point of life... high school, prefect board, CF, college, Uni, AC, church, clubs, cyber, football pitch, mamak, shopping, driving, drifting...

all of them, they play a very big part, at least in my brain and my dream. whenever I have a lucid dream, all of them appears and I, since Im lucidity, will for once make everyone perfect and only by then i found out the potential of friendships among each and everyone of them...

but dream is always dream, in real life, although they say its cruel, i still hope that there's lucid reality. lilian, for one, given me this hope. hope leads to power. i believe through this hope and power, she will one day either be in a lucid dream, or lucid reality in my life, after graduation.

this is the thing of knowing the meaning of life: people come, people go. in the meantime, only a few of them stays in your heart. only few of them leave footprints inside your life. sometimes, it is sad to know that you didn't leave any footprint in theirs. that's why recently i am a little disappointed with some old friends, knowing that they finally move on with life and have new mates. worse, they abandon us for their newly found love.

all this, and i can only sing:

"as our life change, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever..."

posted at [12:50 AM]

Exam Timetable Sem 2

ECW2721
PAPER 1
25/10/2007
01:30 PM

02:00 hours

TR FIN & FOR EXCH


MGW2430
PAPER 1
02/11/2007
08:30 AM

03:00 hours

HRM


MGW3681
PAPER1
05/11/2007
01:30 PM

02:00 hours

INT MGT


ECW3291
PAPER 1
12/11/2007
01:30 PM

02:00 hours

MULTINAT TR & INVEST


posted at [12:38 AM]

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Saturday, September 8, 2007

untitled

choose that title because it gives me freedom to write whatever i want. lets see... reflecting...

"STEF! 好久不见!"
"weiling, we going to makan with stef"
"erhu class soon"
"hungry lar.."
"when am i going to start assignment?"
"talking to myself (seldom)"
"music"
"seeing friends everyday"
"alone at room everynight"
"jac, where u? i arrived d"
"brain: pinku is happy although sometimes she's not. but im not, cause im vince"
"bryan: hehehehe"
"siang, mamak"
"brader! how lar.. yx is there and i dono wat to say (xuan if you are reading this, tell me)"
"sms: how are your day, xuan"
"omg... another jam..."
"phone ring: jac called"
"1 sms from 璇"
"leeeeliaaan is online (finally)"

basically that is my daily routine, which i really looking forward to seriously! thanks everyone listed up there, and random events that add spice, for brightening up my day with usual routine but different topic everyday!!

"

posted at [11:49 PM]

Meet you at the tree

This may sounds like a weird joke, but yeah! i did say that to jill and bryan just now! lol... the story went like this.

my friends and I went over to her area for Shakey (omg!! its been awhile...) for lunch after class. The trouble is that me and jac doesnt know the way there! jill leads us there all the way. after a nice lunch, trouble araise again. my brain: " which way back?!" and instant reply :"either be adventures or ask for help".

jill's reply: "i escort you to the tree there, and you turn left and go back yeah!".

My brain: "tree... tree... tree... OMG im busy driving and which tree they are talking about lar!"

but thats about it. they went off after escorting us to the "tree" which in the end i still dont know where is it though.

tomorrow, we will be having another meal together, this time dim sum at their area, again. when bryan asked me where to meet tomorrow, my only reply: "meet you at the tree".

=P thats about it. i find it weird and my sister stared at me after i said that. she ask me: "you talking to monkey or are you the monkey?"

hehe... i guess its both!

dim sum, here we come!!

posted at [10:27 PM]

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Thursday, September 6, 2007




Lord, i dedicate alot of songs for many friends, but i never dedicate once for You. This is for You, and for all earthlinks here X)

posted at [9:39 PM]

what has changed?

"Lord there is nothing like You... never ceased to worship You... Shout to the Lord..."
"nothing compares to the promise i have in You..."

frankly, recently i kind of miss the time back. although, now when i look back i can only see negative stuffs, but hey, i found out, there are precious golden moments too...

what has changed inside me?

1. I used to be a frequent churchgoer... but no more..
2. I used to serve faithfully at MIF and CF... but no more..
3. I used to that wacky guy I love to hate... but no more..
4. I used to be that guy who are detested by many, love by few... but no more..
5. I used to be that guy younger sisters turn to for help and guidance... but no more..
6. ....
z. I used to be that guy that stay back, close to You, and talk to You... but.. now I only call upon You during my epilepsy attack..

all this while, Lord, You showers me with abundance of hope and peace. friends, Lord. they are my precious gifts from You.

all this, Lord. help me save it in my memories, and remember to give thanks to You for all... because, they are all Your gifts Lord. You can choose to take back anytime You want, which is why i must cherish it Lord..

X)

posted at [9:24 PM]

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Saturday, September 1, 2007

Nothing of importance happen lately

life just seems to cool down for awhile.. everything is functioning as it should be. nothing is screwed, nothing seems to go wrong. be on guard, something might just pop up.

was having a walk this morning bout 6am. brought back loads of memories, including 2004's 7-11 lepak at 3am, 2005's main-road-phone with wl, 2006's deep thought next to Esso...

nowadays i am damn addicted to http://www.wikihow.com/ , it is my new favourite website now. i really appreciate every authors taking their time out and share their feelings to the world about certain stuffs, ranging from "how to set up your ipod" to "how to act like vincent valentine".

currently researching: "how to impress a girl" and "how to impress a girl's parents" and things in that category. heh.. future gf here i come! X)

yamcha with KC yday night, seems that we disagree quite alot of things. our communication is becoming more intense and directionless. maybe this is me, recently. KC is not the only victim of my recent "conversation breakdown" syndrome. i know quite some people get real pissed off already. eg.

"ian are we buying XXX's birthday gift together?"
"issit?"
"oi bloody hell! u tell me that you are last month!"
"..."
"SO ARE WE BUYING NOT?"
"i dono"
"..."
"okok we buy we buy. what are we buying?"
"FOR GOD'S SAKE! I TOLD YOU WE ARE BUYING FLUSH TOY!!"
"issit?"
"...."
"okok... flush toy, where?"
"IANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN"
"...."

so yeah, basically that's about it. i believe some of you guys here know bout that eh? my bad, people. i admit. my bad.

anyway, nothing really serious happen lately. waiting for jac to write about ash's bday then i see how to write about it! XD

good morning,
world.

-ian-

posted at [8:48 AM]

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